I am absolutely irritated and completely uninspired right now. And it just compounds upon my irritation to the point where I’m just pissy.
I tried making tunes, I tried painting. I’m attempting writing now and I’m sure it will be just as much of a failed attempt tonight as the last two creative endeavors…
I would like to… I honestly am not even sure what I need right now to sort all this mess in my head out. My habit of over analyzing seems to have gotten the best of me tonight.
I feel useless. though I know I’m not. Which makes it that much more lame.
I can’t even sing because I lost my voice… I feel the need to be expressive and I’ve got nothing… Nothing seems to manage to find its way out of my head to translate and become an outlet…