Anti Matter
I want to get pretty little pictures
all over my body
some to remind of of the wasted nights
some to remind me of you
I want to feel the needle sink in
I want to feel it pierce my flesh
I want to remember what if feels to be alive
even after death
I want to feel what it’s like to hurt again
I want that flood of adrenaline
I want to drive this car right off the road
Into oblivion
I want to look into the mirror and see a pretty story
Tales of knights in shining armor who never had their glory
I want to remember all the endings that came a bit too soon
I want want to recall all the nightmares
and how I put them to bed
I want to know what it’s like to leave it all behind
With raised skin and heart beating
I want to take it all at once
Stay the moment so fleeting