I feel so unappreciated. So taken for granted. Tread upon, and belittled. How I feel or what I think seems to have no bearing as of recent. I’m trying to be strong. I’m trying to be understanding. I’m trying to work hard and produce results. I’m trying to forgive, and find the silver lining.

But if I’m trying as hard as I feel I am, why do I feel I see no results? Why am I still feeling how I am? Why don’t they say “thank you”? Why don’t you say “goodbye”? I keep trying to go over and over my actions figuring out what I’ve done wrong, so I can do better, and I just feel like I end up right back where I started. I’m so completely exhausted. Mentally, emotionally, psychically… I just want to curl up and disappear… I just need you “here”.

I wasn’t there babygirl but I’m here
I don’t know what to say I just hear
If there’s one wish I could make true
I would shoulder that pain and take it off you
Don’t run babygirl, don’t run
You gotta’ face what you fighting, head on
Only one thing I could say in truth
You gotta’ deal with the demons before they deal with you