“Failure is not realizing when you’re not doing the right thing”

This might be a very difficult thing for me to do, but in some sense (and I do feel like I’ve had some sense knocked into me tonight) I feel like its the right thing. I have goals that stretch long term, they might not be too defined, but they are there and its really fucking time that I start taking the proper steps to bring those things to fruition. I am sick of things the way they are, yes they’re not terrible, but they could be better. And I have the ability to make things better by changing things in my life. It will take stress off my relationship, I will be able to sort out my finances, I will get a car, I will get my ass back in school by some sort of means – somewhere, maybe not right away, probably not right away, but it will happen at some point. So… here goes nothing. D-day is now…

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I’ve later come to report. D-day fail. The idiots are against us! Everyone run and stay away from Utah!