“You don’t mean that.” * “I wouldn’t lie about something like that.” 🙂

Seaside get away, show me something new. Early mornings preceded by even earlier mornings. I don’t think I get nearly enough sleep. I don’t mind really. At least I’ll be on EST and fine about it.
Sipping tea, caffeine injection. Focusing is hard, I keep drifting off across the ocean. Funny how that works. Murphy’s law at it’s best/worst.

~ How far can you send emotion, can this bridge cross the ocean… ~

I question things a lot sometimes. Thinking to myself “Please god don’t find a way to fuck this up.”
It’s quite hard to explain. Quite hard to understand unless you just… you just get it. So I don’t bother even trying… it doesn’t matter what anyone thinks anymore.

–you really just dont give a fuck anymore do you
–About?
–i dunno, what people think
–No. Why would I? And what makes you say that?
–just the way you have been lately is a sea change from how you used to be. super concerned with the way people viewed you
–I don’t need any validation for the decisions I make in my life except for those people who’s opinions I value. Lately the number of people who fall into that category has decreased exponentially.

And the fantastic thing is that I’m happy with it. It’s been good days for miles.