…and you’ll be there…
should have known the storm was coming, when the clouds appeared…

Maybe the barometer is dropping, but something feels different. I have an interesting feel about what will transpire within the next month.
Maybe its because today 5 years ago (which I just realized) was an important day once in my life. Random circumstance, the stars aligning (or whatever hodgepodge you prefer to file it under), something for a moment changed. A kind look. An open heart. Yet only for a fleeting instant. Like a delicate snowflake landing in the palm of ones hand. You only get an instant to take in the beautiful intricacy, one of a kind, and as fast as it came, it melts away.

The finaly day of my cleanse, I haven’t been drinking as much of the tea as I know I should. But I’m about to brave the cold and wander to the store to pick up other liquid sustenance to get my through until Sunday where I’ll be able to wine and dine to the exquisite cooking of my mother. I feel decent through the cleanse. Not as “detoxy” as I would have liked. I will attempt to find a time where I’ll be able to do the full 14 day fast then wean myself onto solid food for another 2. I want to restructure my eating, and will do so this time. No more 11-3pm snack times, regardless of how much I’ve eaten during the day. I’ve been able to go 9 days without solid foods. With a little exercise in will power I feel that it will be quite easy for my to keep up the non-smoking and curb my random eating habits.